Should i go to the funeral?

..i have had a cousin unfortunately ped away at the age of 35 a few days ago...she lives in another state and i have only seen her like 3 times in my life...of course i feel sad and very sorry for the family ect...but i cant afford an airfare for starters...i just paid 500.00 to get my car fixed that broke down and now my sisters have cracked the poo poos with me cause i said i wasnt going....what do u think?